1. I wonder what you are doing right now. Studying, getting drunk, fucking someone?..one thing I know for sure - we are doing different things. You don't spend each minute of your existence thinking about me. Well, I do.
tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock...I feel time slipping away, while I stand doing nothing.



2. yesterday we had a small hen party. we didn't have any reason for it and that's exactly why we did it. baloons, chocolate cake, lithuanian snaks. I was celebrating my pathetic tragic life. Yes, when things get so bad that you are out of options how to fix them...you throw a party!
fun that has a bitter taste.